I feel much better. Hah. I'm such a baby.
Anyhow, I got caught up on a whole bunch of things I've been needing to do lately. Skipped the thing this evening, but since other peopel skipped it too that's okay. It means I've been home with Juggler for a couple of hours instead of just getting home now and being too tired to enjoy it.
My room becomes an alarming mess in an amazingly short period of time lately. I'll spend a free day fixing it, and then it jumbles again. I think this means I need more places to put stuff that isn't the floor.
The plans for the kayaks came today. It's kind of exciting, or would be if I wasn't so broke.
My self-made deadline for getting my application in to the permaculture place is Friday night. This means I need to go from Rozencrantz home, and get that done. Or maybe I need to go from Rosencrantz to Tillie's, and do it there? (Moral support?)
I get together with Devon next week. I get together with this girl I met online on Saturday. That is Devon's fault. I get to see Dawn's new baby tomorrow. Look how social I am! I find it makes me miss all the people I'm not hanging out with right now-- Chris and Ellen especially, somehow.
I could really use a long slow morning in bed with my rats.
I'm not sick anymore, except for repeated throat clearing.
Hah, this is such a bullet-style informational update that it's not even funny. I think I'm trying to avoid letting on that a cool girl that I like seems to like me back, cause it seems like it would jinx it. I suddenly feel the need for companionship of people who have actually *dated* people of the same sex, to tell me that it actually can work. I mean, that's a little bit ahead of the game, but yeah.
In other news which is actually kind of the same news, I'm waving my poly flag all over the place. There have been times in the past when I've spoken quietly and sparsely of my existing relationships and of the fact that they involve things like love and sex, and I'm deliberately staying away from that place now. Poly has contributed to a bunch of my relationship endings now, and so I wanna keep it up front so it doesn't spring out on anyone like an unwelcome surprise.
That's all. Sleep well.
Anyhow, I got caught up on a whole bunch of things I've been needing to do lately. Skipped the thing this evening, but since other peopel skipped it too that's okay. It means I've been home with Juggler for a couple of hours instead of just getting home now and being too tired to enjoy it.
My room becomes an alarming mess in an amazingly short period of time lately. I'll spend a free day fixing it, and then it jumbles again. I think this means I need more places to put stuff that isn't the floor.
The plans for the kayaks came today. It's kind of exciting, or would be if I wasn't so broke.
My self-made deadline for getting my application in to the permaculture place is Friday night. This means I need to go from Rozencrantz home, and get that done. Or maybe I need to go from Rosencrantz to Tillie's, and do it there? (Moral support?)
I get together with Devon next week. I get together with this girl I met online on Saturday. That is Devon's fault. I get to see Dawn's new baby tomorrow. Look how social I am! I find it makes me miss all the people I'm not hanging out with right now-- Chris and Ellen especially, somehow.
I could really use a long slow morning in bed with my rats.
I'm not sick anymore, except for repeated throat clearing.
Hah, this is such a bullet-style informational update that it's not even funny. I think I'm trying to avoid letting on that a cool girl that I like seems to like me back, cause it seems like it would jinx it. I suddenly feel the need for companionship of people who have actually *dated* people of the same sex, to tell me that it actually can work. I mean, that's a little bit ahead of the game, but yeah.
In other news which is actually kind of the same news, I'm waving my poly flag all over the place. There have been times in the past when I've spoken quietly and sparsely of my existing relationships and of the fact that they involve things like love and sex, and I'm deliberately staying away from that place now. Poly has contributed to a bunch of my relationship endings now, and so I wanna keep it up front so it doesn't spring out on anyone like an unwelcome surprise.
That's all. Sleep well.
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Date: 2005-09-16 04:25 pm (UTC)