Or Did I Mean To Say...?
Dec. 19th, 2005 05:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormA friend of mine who I love dearly died, and fuck you, world?
Did I mean to say, beloved flesh will be melting back into soil, and that's the way it should be, and there is a hole in me now? This is grief. It's mourning. The back of my skull feels like when you eat too much sugar and your tongue goes numb. It was beautiful, and now it's gone. I couldn't even tell you what it is. He left a baby, enwombed still in his wife. There's something precious somewhere.
I meant to say, I'll miss you, miss you lots, my friend. I loved to play with you.
Did I mean to say, beloved flesh will be melting back into soil, and that's the way it should be, and there is a hole in me now? This is grief. It's mourning. The back of my skull feels like when you eat too much sugar and your tongue goes numb. It was beautiful, and now it's gone. I couldn't even tell you what it is. He left a baby, enwombed still in his wife. There's something precious somewhere.
I meant to say, I'll miss you, miss you lots, my friend. I loved to play with you.
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Date: 2005-12-20 02:50 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2005-12-20 12:09 pm (UTC)