greenstorm | Half-Sick

So after rocketing around a little, my sick has settled into a stuffy nose and coughing to clear my throat in the mornings. It's not so bad.

Hormonal craziness has, for the moment, receded. It's nice. Granted, I think there's a touch more here than hormonal stuff. I *know* I have weird mental patterns around spending time with people I'm in a cap-R relationship with, and those are likely surfacing a bit. I want to keep an eye on them, but it's good to remember I'm not alone in this. That is to say, that pattern is generally only a problem when I'm wanting a different level of 'stuff' than the other person (Kynnin, Juggler) is comfortable with, and in this case (and in the case of CrazyChris, where things were fine) that's not a problem. So.

Right now I'm home, and waiting to get through the bathroom. One thing I won't miss is sharing a bathroom with four people who, now, all work (until recently, our schedules were more staggered).

I need to commit to either roleplaying or doing a relatively heavy BDSM scene once a week. I'd had one or the other until recently, and I know they are a useful channel for my strong emotions. Elsewise I tend to invent drama, or have too much energy floating around that gets caught up in hormonal swing.

I made totally awesome soup last night. It was too rich/something to be a meal, but it was tasty: curry squash.