Bigger Than My Skin
Apr. 5th, 2006 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormIt's summer. For real it's summer, today, no matter what it may be tomorrow or this weekend.
I spent most of today and yesterday not falling asleep as I worked in the sun. Sun turns on my napping impulse, and it makes me happy. Today and yesterday were all sun, with the windows at home open wide today. We're playing sunshine music, the kind that even when it says baby, it's 3am I must be lonely is rock-y dancy music.
I'm not moving at the end of this month due to a confluence of factors. In the end this may be for the best, so oh, well.
Having been so exhausted today, I've switched around my schedule. I'm doing a full work-week, but no extra-long days, so that's okay.
I get to go visit my babies for the first time on Sunday. I'm really excited about that! I'm not sure how this will work given that I'm not moving-- I may need to lean on Graham for livingspace for them. We shall see. That reminds me, I need to bathe the babies today.
I'm loving my contacts, still. I can wear sunglasses again! I just need to obtain some. I spent so much of my life with glasses as part of my self-image, I'm amazed that they shed so easily. In fact, though, they do shed easily. I wander around like this thinking, 'I can see, I'm whole, this is a miracle!' and that's what it feels like. Wholeness. A miracle. Dammit, I understand people a lot better now. This is why they never look too closely at one or two things-- there's so much competing for attention.
My plum tree is still blooming, and beautiful. I worked in North Van today, and there was aperfect white-cherry-blossom-against-bl;ue-sea-and-sky moment in which I almost died.
What else is there to say? I wish there was someone free right now to hang around and listen to music with and eat with, just right now, but I think y'all are busy. If not, lemme know.
Oh, and no more blood.
I spent most of today and yesterday not falling asleep as I worked in the sun. Sun turns on my napping impulse, and it makes me happy. Today and yesterday were all sun, with the windows at home open wide today. We're playing sunshine music, the kind that even when it says baby, it's 3am I must be lonely is rock-y dancy music.
I'm not moving at the end of this month due to a confluence of factors. In the end this may be for the best, so oh, well.
Having been so exhausted today, I've switched around my schedule. I'm doing a full work-week, but no extra-long days, so that's okay.
I get to go visit my babies for the first time on Sunday. I'm really excited about that! I'm not sure how this will work given that I'm not moving-- I may need to lean on Graham for livingspace for them. We shall see. That reminds me, I need to bathe the babies today.
I'm loving my contacts, still. I can wear sunglasses again! I just need to obtain some. I spent so much of my life with glasses as part of my self-image, I'm amazed that they shed so easily. In fact, though, they do shed easily. I wander around like this thinking, 'I can see, I'm whole, this is a miracle!' and that's what it feels like. Wholeness. A miracle. Dammit, I understand people a lot better now. This is why they never look too closely at one or two things-- there's so much competing for attention.
My plum tree is still blooming, and beautiful. I worked in North Van today, and there was aperfect white-cherry-blossom-against-bl;ue-sea-and-sky moment in which I almost died.
What else is there to say? I wish there was someone free right now to hang around and listen to music with and eat with, just right now, but I think y'all are busy. If not, lemme know.
Oh, and no more blood.
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