Continuation
Oct. 7th, 2003 01:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormI'm back. If I speak rather often in my journal about approaching a kind of insanity, now it's time for me to say that I'm nearly sane.
Moving is, if not exactly done, then getting there. I have a livingroom mostly set up, a bedroom with a bed in it, the bookshelves should be set up soon, the kitchen shelves are washed and need only for dishes to be unpacked onto them. I feel settled. I'm not spread across two cities, I have a center from which I can range to any place I care to be under my own power.
The sunflowers in the garden all fell over last night under the rain -- wind they can take, but water is heavy on the big seedheads. The tomatoes and peppers were pulled out the other day when I put my pots on. The garden's in fall mode too.
Now there's sun, and I've had a good breakfast. I'm at TOH (obviously -- we won't get phone/internet at the other place till the 27th) being domestic -- doing laundry, doing dishes. It's cold here, and soon I'll head up for a nap.
I'm having the interesting and rather unique experience lately of being in demand as relationship material amongst at least moderately cool people, as opposed to fourteen year old boys on the internet. It's kind of strange -- I'm very happy with the people in my life right now, and I don't feel very needy at all so the dynamic is very different.
I suppose, now that I'm not so preoccupied with putting my nose down and running through a rather stressful and chaotic time, that I'm appreciating now how many possibilities there are around me.
Life is being gentle to me right now. I'm grateful.
Be well.
Moving is, if not exactly done, then getting there. I have a livingroom mostly set up, a bedroom with a bed in it, the bookshelves should be set up soon, the kitchen shelves are washed and need only for dishes to be unpacked onto them. I feel settled. I'm not spread across two cities, I have a center from which I can range to any place I care to be under my own power.
The sunflowers in the garden all fell over last night under the rain -- wind they can take, but water is heavy on the big seedheads. The tomatoes and peppers were pulled out the other day when I put my pots on. The garden's in fall mode too.
Now there's sun, and I've had a good breakfast. I'm at TOH (obviously -- we won't get phone/internet at the other place till the 27th) being domestic -- doing laundry, doing dishes. It's cold here, and soon I'll head up for a nap.
I'm having the interesting and rather unique experience lately of being in demand as relationship material amongst at least moderately cool people, as opposed to fourteen year old boys on the internet. It's kind of strange -- I'm very happy with the people in my life right now, and I don't feel very needy at all so the dynamic is very different.
I suppose, now that I'm not so preoccupied with putting my nose down and running through a rather stressful and chaotic time, that I'm appreciating now how many possibilities there are around me.
Life is being gentle to me right now. I'm grateful.
Be well.
