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I can feel the food here kicking in, maybe coupled with lack of sleep-- my thought processes slow down, I have less energy, my body feels more tired. I'm not entirely sure what causes it. Well, it's likely starchy sugary things- not potatoes, but bread or fruit juice or candy or anything processed and oily. I'm just not sure what particular things within the category of processed food have that effect.

I don't think eating American road-trip food will help much. Even if I go vegan for the two weeks.

Oh well. These things are sent to try us. I'll be able to go running with mom, that might help some. Exercise definitely is good for me.

Now I need to try and make some spending cash and get my garden in the ground in the next two days, after some partying tonight (Gabe and Ezra and Ari's band is playing at The Main around 10, then there's a karaoke party, whee!).

I'm gonna miss my ratties like crazy. Vidi is turning out to be the bestest rat ever. Actually, there's something about that whole litter that really makes me happy- Lizzy has two from it, and they're just sweet. Head-hiding-in-elbow sweet.

I seem to be more-or-less successfully beating off the poly angst that momentarily blipped on the radar, which makes me happy. I don't really want to play that sort of game anymore. Instead it's being replaced with bits of home angst but mostly with broke-and-looking-for-work-while-on-vacation and what-shall-I-do-with-my-life angst. And that's all manageable, really. I'm in a better position to make choices about that sort of thing. Don't ask.

I'm really lucky in the people who surround me.

Oh well, that's all I'm gonna manage for tonight. Later, guys, and be well.

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[algae-al-fresco.livejournal.com]

ppsssst - if you're still looking for work you might consider giving Laura of Avanti gardening a call to see if she needs help :) (you can tell her you know me)

[polypagangirl.livejournal.com]

I'm still trying to catch up on the three years i missed. So for starters, i just wanted to ask where you're going on your road trip?