And of course...

[greenstorm]

...the sheets on my bed are still stained with /us together/. It's the first monogamous relationship in which I was faithful, though that's not saying too much I guess. It's one of the first relationships in which I was seriously honest-to-god spirit-of-the-thing faithful the whole time too. I don't want to change the sheets, it feels like defeat, but of course I can't sleep on them right now.

I am bitterly jealous of his ex, who he did love like crazy and who tossed him aside for someone else.

He had a thing for sex in the shower. Showering alone is a bit of a thing right now. I do it anyhow.

I want to razor off my hair. I guess I can!

Comments

[whimsicalzephyr.livejournal.com]

I am sorry.

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Thank you.