Chemistry

[greenstorm]

Cut for relatively explicit observation about sex: I go on and on about this because it's really quite a different /type/ of experience for me. Sex with people normally is fun, feels awesome, can be pretty hot, I look forward to it, etc. Sex with Angus-- I loosen my boots on the bus so I don't waste five seconds between getting him home and getting him inside me. The one long block between the bus stop and my house has been too long to wait, luckily there's a dark alcove partway down the alley. My body just burns sometimes, ya know? And I never want to stop. And it takes a long time to get bored. Often what happens is we fuck till we're so ridiculously lightheaded from not eating that we're in serious danger of passing out on the way to the kitchen.

It really feels like a different thing altogether.

Comments

[darthparadox.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. I'd never been this... lusty, before, but with Sora there have been times when I'm undoing my shirt buttons and belt in the hallway to our apartment to speed up the process.

I don't know how she does it, but she inspires my libido to new levels.

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Exactly, and it's not a thing that someone can -do-, there's no set of actions or smell or look or right thing to say that triggers it. It just -is-, or it isn't. Is that your experience too?

[darthparadox.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I mean, there are things she can do to intensify it - certain looks or body postures seem to be high on the list - but there's still that amazing baseline of attraction and lust that I'd never felt before.

And "awesome" feels like such an inadequate word, but I can't come up with a better one. Maybe in its traditional sense - not awesome like that new video game, but awesome like the Grand Canyon or something.

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

That sounds precisely right, like the grand canyon.

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

And isn't it awesome to have?

[cz_unit]

yeah, it's the scent. Right scent=that sort of thing

[koppermoon.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I miss that.