Falling (he says)

[greenstorm]

I asked my friend Marvin how his fall was going. Falling, he said. I said: :( ?

He said: the leaves, silly.

Time to shed things we don't need, I suppose. Make room for things we do need?

I need friends. I need hands in the dirt, and outside in the trees. I need peaceful refuge at home. Enough money to not worry too much is enough. Time to plan food and budgeting is important too. Learning new things and being challenged thereby is vital.

I'm feeling very ambivalent tonight. It's a funny feeling, because I've felt very sure of myself for quite a long time now, at least since... maybe this time last year? So it feels more slippery than I'm used to. I guess since so many things are shifting (job/housing/friends/romantic situation/etc) that makes sense. Also there's still a core of stuff I'm very sure of and comfortable with, and so I have a good solid handhold this time 'round.

I want to chat more with you, livejournal o' mine, but I will do so later. Gotta check on food in the oven right now.

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[greensinger.livejournal.com]

Falling leaves, falling out of one life, things (possibly?) falling into place.

We should talk more--I miss you when you're gone.

PS - Volunteer squash random hybridy-things: Not always worth it. Blah. Now all I have for dinner are mushrooms...