Revelations

[greenstorm]

Oh, I see. I've been running on empty. It's been awhile now. The gentler things haven't had space to grow, so they've vanished. It was nearly painless as far as deaths go, with a few particuarly sharp aches. Now I feel like an empty field, all rich black soilstarting to warm in the sun for the year. This would be more detailed and coherent if I were less tired and more not waiting for a bus.

I feel very loved by myself. I have forgotten in the last few months how to connect meaningfully with anyone else except in unexpected flashes that I cannot deliberately court.

Oh how things change!

Comments

[cz_unit]

They may change, or it could be two sides of the same coin. Sometimes we look at only the heads or tails without realizing it's just one thing we're looking at from different angles.

C