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http://issendai.livejournal.com/572510.html

http://www.polyamorousmisanthrope.com/2007/08/19/the-brave-little-toaster/

It's a thought that's been much on my mind lately. I think things are okay right now. I know people for whom they are not. I am particularly sensitive to these things cause I was in there for too long. I don't wanna do these things to people. I can't even think clearly enough to know what words to use or even what particularly I think, but the synchronicity of those two articles and a third situation someone mentioned to me today is interesting.

I have a lot to say. I don't know what any of it is. I am exhausted from being happy all the time, and also from eating extraordinarily poorly.

It's blood day.

I'm crashing from the weekend.

I wish I could lose myself in writing but I should sleep. Besides, I have baby rats that need attention.

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[wished4this.livejournal.com]

I was in a really, really sick system last year (the one I referred to here), and since that experience I've read a few books that talk a lot about exactly what those two links talk about.

Those books were 'Take the Bully by the Horns: Stop Unethical, Uncooperative, or Unpleasant People from Running and Ruining Your Life', 'In Sheep's Clothing: Understanding and Dealing with Manipulative People', 'Too Good To Leave Too Bad To Stay' and 'Emotional Blackmail: When the People in Your Life Use Fear, Obligation and Guilt to Manipulate You'.

I've lent out the two best ones but I should try to get them back because I want to blog about how good they were.