A Phone Call!

[greenstorm]

*laugh*

Nice to talk to them both, but man, does it ever get more complicated...

Yeah, definite reentry fears on my part. Hope everyone knows what they want and asks for it. Worried that if people aren't really clear it's gonna blow wide open.

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[darthmaus.livejournal.com]

Ah, we'll work through it. I've got worse stranger anxiety than my 3-year-old niece (*way* worse, actually) with people who hold an intimate place in my life, especially if the trust isn't completely there yet. So I act like a frightened toddler, and that's almost certainly what I'll do with MysteriousK when we get back. C'est la vie.

Although I confess that every time I get this emotional distance from him I wonder whether it's wiser to retain it than overcome it, since the alienation feels safer than the intimacy -- less vulnerable.

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[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

It's very hard for me to be involved in it. :(

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[darthmaus.livejournal.com]

No need for you to be, sweetie -- I don't have the same thing with you. Unless there is something between you and Chris, it's just between K and I.