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[greenstorm]

Feelings I prefer:

Joy
Love
Connection
Bloody-minded teeth-gritting adversity in anticipation of success

More truths:

It's hard for me to ask for things for myself
...especially if those things involve vulnerability, especially if I'm asking for niceness or gentleness

When I'm upset I feel an almost moral imperative to keep being upset, but I recognize the silliness in this

I value loyalty

I value support

I believe everything has a true nature, a self-ness
...and learning to appreciate everything for what it is is important to me

My environment influences my feelings. Romantic music makes me feel loving, movies with skinny young people make me feel inadequate, hostility makes me hostile

Time pressure blows my perspective to shit

Some activities make me feel more whole and competent than others

I like predictability quite frequently, but feel constrained by structure

...did I mention I value self-analysis and self-knowledge?

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Comments

[cz_unit]

It's good to read you. By the way I'm coming out to Vancouver in Feb for our annual meeting. Want to have dinner?

C

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

It was good to be not writing, but it is SO GOOD to be writing.

I would love that! What do you like to eat?