Assertions (10 min freewrite for decluttering)

[greenstorm]

Unique access to my cunt does not make you a special snowflake. You do that yourself
I am larger when shared
I disappear into screaming resentment when hoarded
You don't share me or have me. Only I do that
There will always be moments I like other people more than you
There will be lots of time I don't think about you during most days
I will always love plants more; they're more patient than you
Being with me will not fulfill your escapist fantasies
Just because it's different doesn't make it better than what you're used to
Nudity is not sexy
A good conversation is second only to a good orgasm denial story for turning me on
I cannot be reductionist about bodies
I am a very tiny raindrop in a very big ocean. So are you. Get some perspective
I don't have to like you. I don't have to talk to you
Love exists as much as any other idea, like money or weather or indoorsness
I do good things as much for my own conscience as for the joy of doing them. Not out of the belief it will "fix" things
I'm as much a hypocrite as anyone, and that's ok
I dislike unexamined hypocrisy
Sex is a process between people, not a thing. When I am sex to you, I am nothing
Get over yourself
Then present yourself unashamed but humble; we are our own biggest lifeworks
Everyone has limited XP, and they put it in their own places

Comments

[greensinger.livejournal.com]

I hate to admit it, but I needed to read this. Not all of it, but enough of it. Also, I miss the depth of conversation we've shared. How might we have a chance to catch up sometime? I'm trying to write more, but I'm out of practice.

[aria-moonstar.livejournal.com]

I've tried to comment on this a few times, but nothing quite sums up how this made me feel. Saying it reassured me is the best I can do. Thanks for this <3