Tidying LJ
Mar. 29th, 2004 08:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormAdded a bunch of interests, joined a couple of interesting-looking communities.
*sigh*
I'm having one of those nights -- polypagangirl knows about these nights. It's the night after watching a deeply romantic movie, while Unchained Melody, Sound of Silence, Stand By Me, One, and Friend of Mine all come up on the list spontaneously, one SO is at work and the two others are out on their wedding anniversary, my family is leaving the country for four months soon (though I do see them tonight), and I just want someone to *share* stuff with. Space, cuddling, life, thoughts, whatever, I just want to share it.
I probably harp on this constantly, but I don't understand how I can have three serious relationships and spend so many evenings, and to a lesser extent so many days, alone. I mean, I understand the people-who-work-9-to-5 thing. The rest of it? Bah.
Let's see if the SO going onto a more regular schedule, and the scheduling discussion yesterday, maybe helps change that. I realise that it won't, all the way, because of everyone's philosophy on alone time/together time with each other apart from me.
You know, I totally don't remember feeling different than this back in monogamy-land, but you'd think two people who live together... naah. I guess you wouldn't think it.
*mutter*
*sigh*
I'm having one of those nights -- polypagangirl knows about these nights. It's the night after watching a deeply romantic movie, while Unchained Melody, Sound of Silence, Stand By Me, One, and Friend of Mine all come up on the list spontaneously, one SO is at work and the two others are out on their wedding anniversary, my family is leaving the country for four months soon (though I do see them tonight), and I just want someone to *share* stuff with. Space, cuddling, life, thoughts, whatever, I just want to share it.
I probably harp on this constantly, but I don't understand how I can have three serious relationships and spend so many evenings, and to a lesser extent so many days, alone. I mean, I understand the people-who-work-9-to-5 thing. The rest of it? Bah.
Let's see if the SO going onto a more regular schedule, and the scheduling discussion yesterday, maybe helps change that. I realise that it won't, all the way, because of everyone's philosophy on alone time/together time with each other apart from me.
You know, I totally don't remember feeling different than this back in monogamy-land, but you'd think two people who live together... naah. I guess you wouldn't think it.
*mutter*
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Re: I hear ya
Date: 2004-03-30 11:09 am (UTC)But on a serious note, yeah, coordination and just the solid limitations of time make things so hard.