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greenstormFigure out relationship with Tucker, it's really getting to me that we're in limbo. I feel like a relationship of convenience rather than a wanted relationship, and it's hitting my avoidance buttons *hard*. Also hitting my need for my own company hard, and it's hard to disentangle those things. And I'm not allowed to do avoidance without acknowledging it right now, so. Remove the root of the problem.
Garden stuff: Expand the garden by fencing the south side of the garden into the haskap patch and the back plum patch. Plant seeds including more hot peppers, some tomatillos, zucchini, and more cabbage. Plant outdoor stuff including greens, beets, parsnips, kale starts. Find straw bales their final spot. Put haskap starts in the dirt (pots?).
Animal stuff: corral ancona ducks and put them in the chicken coop. Corral cayuga ducks and put them in where the piglets are. Arrange piglet pickup. Set chantecler eggs in the incubator (set up the incubator). Set quail eggs in the incubator (set up the incubator). Give pigs their shots. Build a pig shack or 3. Get straw. Get pallets.
House stuff: take out the winter trash.
Personal stuff: take time to feel my feelings. Snuggle the dogs. Keep preserving food. Call, intensive chat, or vid-chat someone who's not Tucker 3x week. Have dinner while watching food & garden videos with only myself minimum 2x week. Eat, goddammit.
Garden stuff: Expand the garden by fencing the south side of the garden into the haskap patch and the back plum patch. Plant seeds including more hot peppers, some tomatillos, zucchini, and more cabbage. Plant outdoor stuff including greens, beets, parsnips, kale starts. Find straw bales their final spot. Put haskap starts in the dirt (pots?).
Animal stuff: corral ancona ducks and put them in the chicken coop. Corral cayuga ducks and put them in where the piglets are. Arrange piglet pickup. Set chantecler eggs in the incubator (set up the incubator). Set quail eggs in the incubator (set up the incubator). Give pigs their shots. Build a pig shack or 3. Get straw. Get pallets.
House stuff: take out the winter trash.
Personal stuff: take time to feel my feelings. Snuggle the dogs. Keep preserving food. Call, intensive chat, or vid-chat someone who's not Tucker 3x week. Have dinner while watching food & garden videos with only myself minimum 2x week. Eat, goddammit.
