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Well.
Looks like I'm gonna have to muster my emotional resources for the next while. Can't go more no-contact with metamours than this and also anything higher impact on me would allow a restraining order, so there's that.
Maybe tomorrow I'll remember why sexual relationships are worth it.
In the meantime it's new years day and i jumped in the not-iced-over-too-much lake twice with a bunch of local folks. Ice is sharp y'all. Also saunas are nice.
Looks like I'm gonna have to muster my emotional resources for the next while. Can't go more no-contact with metamours than this and also anything higher impact on me would allow a restraining order, so there's that.
Maybe tomorrow I'll remember why sexual relationships are worth it.
In the meantime it's new years day and i jumped in the not-iced-over-too-much lake twice with a bunch of local folks. Ice is sharp y'all. Also saunas are nice.
