Jul. 17th, 2003

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Our rain's cleared up, and the threat of rain's cleared up, so we have a return of Heat and Sun. It's good timing, since I finally have a chance to poke around in the garden (although I'm still putting off carrying the stuff down to the dumpster. Ugh) and water it thoroughly.

I did a bunch of rearranging out there the other day so that there are several 'islands' as opposed to two rows of pots. It seems to have brought out all the spiders, mostly the orange kind with brown stripes on them., I went out this morning and the webs were everywhere -- good for me, good for the plants, bad for the flies and aphids. Abbotsford is a farming community and usually there are a ton of flies, but we haven't had many lately. Coincidence? We shall see.

In deference to spectral42's recent post, I've decided to post a list of all my plants at some point on here. It'll probably come later today. I don't think it's that big, but it will be fun.

First, though, some commentary: the yellow patio rose is absolutely gigantic in a bushy, round, containable sort of way, and a bunch of blooms are on the way. I'm really impressed with it. I did the chop on all the mint, so it should start springing back after the water's had a chance to soak in -- it was blooming, or nearly enough.

JFK rose is absolutely flourishing, which kind of surprises me. It didn't look like much until I pulled it away from the railing and turned it around -- I guess all the growth was on the other side. Very pretty rose, very pretty bush.

Brother Cadfael's blooming, just a couple of blooms but I can smell them clear across the balcony. Amazing stuff, that scent. I bet TOW won't be able to smell it -- she can smell hybrid teas where I can't very well.

A whole bunch more roses ended up under the eves this way, instead of along the railing. This might help with the inevitable blackspot trouble I've been having. We'll hope, at least, and be careful with watering.

Cecile Bruenner is still blooming like crazy, and I'm having trouble figuring out how to deadhead these enormous, leafless sprays of pink foamy blossoms. I'm worried that he's exhausting himself with so few leaves and so very much in the way of flower.

The kiwis are going vaguely chlorotic in a sunburnt-looking kind of way. I'm hoping that it's just a trace mineral deficiency and dosed them with some kelp, we'll try something else if that doesn't clear it up. My oranges got this too, I really should do a soil replace but it'll need to wait for next year.

The rosemary's hit the ground and started across the path. It's lovely stuff. Now that it's in traffic I'll see how far it gets. :)

The spruce is still throwing up the odd candle, which is kind of weird. I thought it was supposed to flush once and then sort of sit there. We learn, I guess. Could it be overfertilisation? I don't really fertilise it, though?

Crimson King clematis is pretty much done blooming, I need to deadhead -- Ville de Lyon is still going amazingly strong, and fading all silvery. I want Henryi to bloom, dammit! No buds, though...

Basically, everything's looking okay out there, though I think fall will pick up some lushness. My african violets are cautiously thinking about flowering again, probably because the weather's cooled, so I can't imagine that'll last long now that the cool temps are gone.

For myself, I'm rediscovering just how nice it feels to have a bellyful of good food. It's definitely hard to be hysterical and unhappy when you've had some good food, or maybe that's the sunshine doing it to me? I've reconnected to the SO, which is nice, and though there's a little background tension I'm very comfortable.

I'm also trying to rediscover the joys of phone use, and I'm amused y poly phone use in general. I call someone at TOH, get the other party, talk to them awhile, talk to the person I was calling, and then... it's not unlikely that the SO says, wait, let me talk to one of the people over there before you go. It's kind of silly, actually.

I'm definitely looking forward to the (Mission) folk fest, which is really coming up, and to the Vancouver one as well -- because I get some alone time with the Juggler. This may also be a beach weekend, depending on weather and inclination.

It's interesting to have a big personal issue to solve, clear-cut and in front of my face. There are two things I need to reconcile, and I know what they are, and I know how they're interfering with stuff. I've become so accustomed to little issues that can be fixed easily that I'd forgotten how to deal with this sort of thing. No, frustration and head-to-the-wall isn't the answer. Patience is.

I'm reading a book borrowed from TOW called The Accidental Buddhist. I'm kind of (once more) surprised at how some of my own internal balances, habits, and 'rightnesses' fit in with that system of thought. I'd like to do more reading on the subject, not with an eye towards choosing a popular religion but just because I'm curious.

Take care. I'm gonna go off and keep fed before doing the hauling.
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This is a list. From right to left, looking from the house to the parking lot.

As grouped, pots separated by spaces.

Group 1 (railside):
Rose cutting - Unknown Austin
Tomato (volunteer)
Garlic - grocery store

Strelitzia - White Bird of Paradise

Rosemary cuttings - Huntingdon Carpet
Tomato (volunteer)

Viola odorata (seedling)
Clematis - Ernest Markham

Nasturtium - Red Cherry
Alyssum - White (volunteer)

Group 2 (house side):

Broadleaf maple (volunteer)

Rose - JFK

Rose - Love

Rose - Sterling Silver

Ground cherry

Bamboo - phyllostachys nigra or black
Viola odorata (parent)

Mini rose - yellow
Alyssum - White (volunteer)

Rose - LD Braithwaite

Rose - Abe Darby

Group 3 (railside):

Gypsophylla - baby's breath

Kiwi - male

Alyssum - White (volunteer)
Rose - Reine des Violettes

Mint - chocolate

Rose - Buttercup

Clematis - Crimson King
Alyssum - White Volunteer

Group 4 (house side):

Lemon (seedling) x2 pots

Mint - apple

Honeysuckle - late dutch
Alyssum - White (volunteer)
Rosemary - Huntingdon Carpet (parent)
Tomato seedlings (volunteer)

Sunflowers
Mint - apple
Mint - chocolate
Passiflora ceruleata - passion flower

Rose - Cecile Bruenner
Poppy
Mini Rose - Glowing Amber

Group 5 (railside):

Alyssum - White (volunteer)

Kiwi - female

Ground cherry

Rose - Sterling Silver
Alyssum - White (volunteer)

Clematis - Henryi

Sunflower

Group 6 (house side):

Cottonwood (volunteer)

Rose - Yellow Patio

Passiflora ceruleata - passionflower

Carnation - sweetheart
Carnation - cinnamon red hot
Mint - chocolate
Sunflowers
Mint - orange
Lavender - Munstead (cuttings)

Lavender - Munstead (parent)

Rose - Brother Cadfael

Gypsophylla - baby's breath

Group 7 (railside):

Clematis - Ville de Lyon

Rose - Heritage

Clematis - unknown (cutting)
Viola odorata seedlings

Spruce - Serbian

Technical terms:
parent I have propagated something on this list from this plant
seedling/cutting self-explanatory
volunteer it grew by itself, from a random wind-blown seed or seed that fell last year
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I've realised that I have been using this journal as a dumping ground lately. That is, I've been putting all the bad moments into it and not spending much time on the good.

Sure, some of that's because I've been having good moments in good company lately and the last thing I want to do is get up and run to the computer -- bit of a change, I know, but accept it. ;)

In general, though, I'm not too happy with the trend. I haven't been hitting too many really happy peaks lately and that may be just because I'm not sitting down to write and/or think about the good stuff in my life -- there's quite a bit.

A lot of mood seems to come from a conscious decision on where to focus my thoughts. I can choose to think about how apprehensive I am about the Exotic's return, I can choose to anticipate my date with the SO or the opening of the yellow roses or the folk fest, I can choose to think about how nice the sun is on my skin when I go lie in it to read. Back in the bad old days I'd internalised this idea and I had to focus on the good things and keep my mind disciplined, just because it really was necessary.

Recently I guess I've been lazy, letting externals sweep my mind wherever they want to take it, and I've been able to afford that because externals have been so nice. It keeps me out of control, though, buffeted about like a kite while my will tugs all futile on a string far below. Time to own myself again.

Man, all this talk about ownership lately would have sounded so intimidating to myself six months ago. It's so stern and schoolteacherish, you almost expect me to be waving a ruler around. The concept doesn't feel like that at all; the words come out very unfortunately.

As part of this thinking about good things routine, I'm going to give myself some nice things to think about in the next little while. They are:

o coding homework (you bet, fun fun fun experiencing an altered mindstate...)
o yummy food for dinner
o date with the SO imminent
o time at the Other House imminent
o the muscles in my arms feel used/tired/nice right now
o I like sunshine!
o I feel like a complete person when I interact with others
o recent cool RP

Yeah. It's not a sharp ecstatic peak, but this is definitely a good comfortable complacent-ish sort of nice mindset. Feels... smooth.

I think I get less coherent when I'm happy.
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Brought to you by the makers of Really Weird Stuff.

SO: I'm really happy about how you're keeping up with the dishes so well lately.

Me: I'm not really keeping up with them any differently. This is usually how it is in here.

SO: Well... there've been a lot of dishes, and they piles up while you were gone...

*wanders off*

*five minutes pass*

Me: (yelling down the hallway) Oh, yeah. About those dishes? I meant, thank you.


Habits are weird. At least sometimes I get it right, even if it takes me a bit.

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