Missing, Today

Legitimacy as someone's girlfriend. You know, when they ask you to company parties, and to dinner with their parents, and that sort of thing? I remember wanting it really badly whenever poly relationships made me someone's dirty secret and I wonder how much of that I'm recreating for myself.

Or maybe I'm just still in a foul mood.

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Hypothesis 1: I use this place as a mental garbage dump, so I carry my garbage around all day waiting to put it here, thus making myself pissy and weird.

Hypothesis 2: My roommate moving away and the associated change and worry of finding a new roommate or being on my own is stressing me out more than I thought, making me pissy and weird.

Hypothesis 3: Things that did not bother me in the last month or two or three are bothering me now because they're a problem and I can't do denial anymore, making me pissy and weird.

Hypothesis 4: I am spending too much time working and on the internet and not enough time socialising and cleaning my house, leaving me lonely and feeling out-of-control of my environment, making me pissy and weird.

Hypothesis 5: Through the juxtaposition of certain celestial objects, etc, I am made pissy and weird.

Hypothesis 6: I am a normally pissy and weird person who, for various reasons, took a break for a bit.

Hypothesis 7: I am normally a pissy and weird person who is suffereing a burst of self-awareness about said traits.

From this I conclude that I need to get out more.

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Daymaker. As in, "my day is made." We have a performer lineup. Tickets are on sale. So looking forward to this.

Cuban, African, Brazilian, and the ever-present Celtic up there already... there'll be some fantastic dancing going on.

Come, if ya think you' like to. I'm camping.