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Mar. 25th, 2023 07:21 pmToday I was human basically all day. I did my landrace gardening talk for seedy saturday. I was pretty worried about it be because my memory is awful, but I managed to get through it only glancing at the paper a couple times in the twenty minutes, and people seemed pretty interested. Then I dished up seeds for folks and it was pretty great to know my seeds are spreading to a bunch of people in town, including a bunch of people on my road (lots of new neighbours!).
I stayed after and chatted with gardeners, then went and did my grocery store animal pick up and chatted, then called my mom back and talked to her for awhile.
So much human!
Now it's evening and I'm trying to sort out food, there's some goose borscht on the stove, and singing some more. I have accepted that singing is one of my good stims, and I'm on the fence about trying to learn to do it "better" (more supported, with less chance of damaging vocal cords) if I'm doing to do it a bunch.
In potentially related news I went down one increment on the sertraline and feel... not necessarily less tired, but less evenly tired. But also maybe less calm.
I stayed after and chatted with gardeners, then went and did my grocery store animal pick up and chatted, then called my mom back and talked to her for awhile.
So much human!
Now it's evening and I'm trying to sort out food, there's some goose borscht on the stove, and singing some more. I have accepted that singing is one of my good stims, and I'm on the fence about trying to learn to do it "better" (more supported, with less chance of damaging vocal cords) if I'm doing to do it a bunch.
In potentially related news I went down one increment on the sertraline and feel... not necessarily less tired, but less evenly tired. But also maybe less calm.
