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[greenstorm]

Okay, this was posted over on the poly forum. I'm linking it here so I can discuss it later if/when I have time. General-interest mental health.

http://www.livejournal.com/community/polyamory/1482640.html

Comments

[cz_unit]

*nod* I still do have the instant intimacy thing happen from time to time; usually it's the scent of a person that triggers it. Sometimes people are just *right*. But I still keep my wits around me and stay away from the "instant love" bit. Love takes time and if you're in the "oh I'm in love" right off the bat it's time to step back and check your footing.

Very interesting thoughts.

CZ

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

I found for myself, instant intimacy used to happen constantly. Kynnin, my ex-Significant-with-a-capital-s-other, was started out like that. It was wonderful at the time, but that was because, I think, I didn't have any real intimacy in my life. Now I do have lots of people I'm close to in varying degrees, and things with new people progress much more slowly. Even if the things said and done are the same, there's too much of me to be shared for me to feel instantly close to someone like that; no matter how many senses are used, it takes some time.

Too, I'm not drinking them in like a dry sponge, as fast as possible, but assimilating into the much-bigger and more-complicated Greenie I've become.

Close, yes. Intimacy? No.