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Right now it's my job to love all my animals super hard, and super carefully, and super thoughtfully. It's to make sure I spend lots of time with all of them letting them know they're good, and occasionally if they are not good figuring out what's going on and offering them an alternative. For the first several decades of my life I did this sort of thing without thinking, but since I've only recently recovered my ability to love this feels like jumping in to a very deep pool without taking a breath.

It leads to lots of lovely times, snuggling and watching, but also sometimes to just not knowing what to do and reminding myself to have patience.

Avallu is 7 today. I hate that I likely have fewer years with him in the future than I have had. So many tornjak owners have groups of 3-6, they're good in packs where they have traditionally protected sheep and generally done their intricate social structures. While Solly will keep my hands full for a couple years, I don't know that I ever want to be without a tornjak. Even with that, though, Avallu is unique. It's with him that I first really understood how much an LGD is a relationship partner rather than a being who takes commands. I've come to value his perspective deeply, and he trusts mine for the most part.

Thea has been doing magnificently with Solly and Avallu. She keeps them separated, and when Solly gets too energetic at chickens, Thea and I will glance at each other to see who will intervene. She also does magnificently with, for instance, the little black bear outside the back fence the other day. I appreciate more than ever how calm she is with the livestock.

Solly is learning fast, which means she's doing lots of experimentation. Aside from recall she doesn't have a clear trajectory, one day will be better and the next will be worse. Her recall is excellent because she adores my attention, and I am careful to call her back and snuggle her and tell her I love her often, so she doesn't associate it only with bad things or with being put in. She's maybe somewhat calmer with the geese, learning to walk by them slowly, but the chickens are so flappy and interesting I need to really figure out how not to have chasing them reinforced for her. I may have to build them a new coop. I am not entirely sure what her mouthy/grabbiness is supposed to achieve, I know she's trying to get me to do something, and she's doing it a little less. It's obviously not an ok behaviour to maintain since she's a huge dog, will be bigger, and can do real damage that way. At first I would give her a stick to chew on instead, and she would take those and chew on them eagerly but that led to her mouthing my arm more often. Now I just turn away. Need to think about this more.

I put 1300 square feet of potatoes in the ground yesterday, or rather, under straw. I have a couple rows left. It's difficult, whatever is going on with me, I had to sleep and rest for nearly two days to be able to do that, and then I woke up this morning with my arms and legs tingling and buzzing. I need to get myself in order for the doctor's visit this week and push for, I guess more tests, but I don't know which ones. At any rate I'll have potatoes. The straw is a great weed suppressant, and I'll put down chips in the rows between, and that'll give me an easier summer of management.

Forecast for the summer is steadily higher-than-average temperatures. The grain crops are not doing well, it's too dry, and farmers pulled off an early hay crop but it was small. Fires are staying away from my town for now but the situation is pretty worrisome.

I think less about that, though, and more the practice of love which my animals need from me right now. It's been a long time since I've had humans so absent from that part of my landscape. I feel like my 12-year-old self, growing gardens and snuggling with my dogs and rabbits and nearly completely divorced from the doings of humans.

Tomorrow I will have to get back to work after my week off sick and see if I can stay upright and awake. Send good thoughts please.

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May. 6th, 2023 09:49 pm
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It's been a lovely couple days. Aside from Friday morning, when I had to catch some piglets, it's been largely gardening with some pottery and some socialization, plus organization-without-having-to-lead-things, cat snuggling during much-needed rain, and more gardening.

Thursday was supposed to be pottery day. We were going to be learning the kiln but the teacher cancelled on us and one of the volunteers also cancelled, so three of us opened the kiln (stuff looked good) and then one went home and the other organized the studio some while I (tried to) throw some pots. I was definitely off my game, which I've been expecting -- I've only thrown a couple times since 2014 and there's a strong curve from "first time or two back are good" through "lost everything and keep failing" and then back into "solid skill and also solid muscles" with almost everything I do. So I'm going to need to do a lot of throwing for the next bit to actually build my skills back to be able to do what I did the first couple times.

Anyhow, the other volunteer left and I got some time alone with the wheel and some music just to play, which was lovely. Oh, and my seed potatoes arrived.

When I got home I had a bunch of tidying to do and I was tired and slow, so I ended up doing animal chores at midnight. Amazingly for May there was a warm wind and the moon was full and very very bright. I didn't need a flashlight.

I had Friday off. I got a sunburn while catching piglets, and got the tiniest warning nip from Hooligan. It's the first time I've been touched with teeth by a pig, and we were closing the catch on a crate with a screaming baby in it, so I don't blame her at all. She also just barely touched, but the message was clear. She let me settle her with some scritches after so she doesn't hold it against me. It was a hot day, hotter than some of our summers have managed to achieve, made hotter by the fact that not a single leaf is on the trees yet. Weird spring indeed.

Friday afternoon was planting willows at the arts building. We'd planned to put in a basketry willow hedge in rainbow order: some willows are purple, some red, some yellow, some green, some almost grey. The plan was to line them up in coherent order to block off an area of path where people tend to walk, to make something pretty, and also to give us willows for making basketry in the future. Beyond that there didn't seem to be anyone particular planning it exactly: someone got the district workers to take the sod off the area, someone else got a grant and got the willow cuttings and irrigation line and then went on vacation, and someone else took over planting within the necessary window. I'm not sure anyone who was involved had planted into lawns before and of course I am a pro at it, having done it nearly every move in Vancouver. Luckily I noticed that it was just rock-hard subsoil the day before and we got a tiller sorted out, then some rebar to make holes beyond the depth we could till. Roughly 350 willows were planted, 19 types. I ended up with the extra cuttings, which I need to plant basically right now.

While we were working - I think 7 different people showed up to help by the end - there was a lovely lightning/thunderstorm with warm sprinkling rain so erratic that it would be raining on one person and not on the next five feet away.

Today was Saturday it had rained overnight. I spent the morning picking away at the raspberries and trimming dead out of them in the morning. After awhile doing that I raked the main garden so I could till, dug some extra raspberries, and then it started raining so I took a break. The garlic is finally coming up; I planted many different kinds last fall and somehow everyone else's garlic was up but mine wasn't, so I thought it had died. Actually, nearly overnight everything sort of started: alder catkins are falling everywhere, the haskaps somehow into leaf without ever swelling their buds, my plum tree flower buds swelling, grass everywhere, the clover seeded into my lawn showing cotyledons, willow blossoms everywhere.

With it overcast all day and not too windy this was the first day my tomatoes were outside all day.

The afternoon was cleanup and evening was going in to get the expired grocery store feed for the pigs, but I had time to catalogue the willows this evening.

Tomorrow is supposed to rain. I really want to get this lower garden tilled but I don't want to harm the soil by tilling in the rain. So my menu is:

Till the lower garden in order to:
-plant favas
-plant onions
-plant kale
-plant lettuce
-plant other garlic

Plant elderberry cuttings
Plant willow cuttings
Plant seed potatoes
Start hardening off TPS potatoes
Figure out 3rd incubator
Feed out loop/grocery store food
Start raking/tidying upper garden
Load truck with garbage
Separate doubled tomatoes and put some in the aerogardens
Move some stuff into the storage container
Plant raspberries outside the fence by the electric poles
Cut back the spruce hedge
Cut back the cedars
Cardboard the south hillside
Manure the asparagus
Set up nests for geese

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Apr. 4th, 2023 09:55 am
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First seeds into actual flats yesterday. This is from memory, I may have forgotten a pepper. Tomatoes tomorrow.

Peppers planted April 4: (72 x 2 = 144 cells planted)

Matchbox x Hungarian black F2
Threshold 2021 ancho/bell
Threshold 2021 Doe Hill
Threshold 2022 F2 early greek pepperoncini (F0 was a single early plant from a packet of greek pepperoncini)
Threshold mixed hot peppers 2021
Threshold targu mures 2022
Threshold chimayo 2022
Don's cayenne
Don't fat hot
Don's long sweet hot
Sweet landrace mix from gone to seed
Hot landrace mix from gone to seed

(All Threshold 2022 peppers were hand-dusted with cross pollen but not emasculated, 2021 were field-planted in proximity)

Potatoes planted April 4: (72 + 60 = 132 cells planted)
Colourful landrace mix from gone to seed
Russian blue from (woodgrain or Julia?)
Andean mix from (woodgrain or Julia?)
Clancy crosses from cultivariable
Rozette crosses from cultivariable
Blue tetraploid from cultivariable
Red tetraploid from cultivariable
Wide tetraploid from cultivariable
Nemah from cultivariable
Amarilla from cultivariable
Diploid high dormancy from cultivariable
Blue bolivian from cultivariable

Artichokes planted April 4: (12 cells planted)
Green globe improved (denali)
Imperial star (west coast)
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Put some potatoes up in the far field under straw, in some cases in the empty corn beds. Put in the last row of tomatoes, mostly green-when-ripe ones (I think) that the labels had rubbed off -- seems like I had one marker that wasn't colourfast for the labels.

I have no idea whether they'll produce much, maybe I'll just get baby potatoes, but I had the space and the extra straw and the potatoes sitting around. If I turn up a little more straw I'll put in some russets. I know some potatoes had some level of daylength sensitivity that's been mostly bred out of them, but I'm hoping that in addition to food I get some nice small ones I can bright-store over winter to grow next year. Granted, I still need to order for next year because I have no Amarosa.

The corn issue really threw me off this spring, the rototiller coming late put me behind, busy at work put me more behind, and then I spent much more time trying to sort out corn stuff than getting tomatoes and potatoes into the ground.

Potatoes that went in:
Bellanita (early)
Alta Blush (early)
Arizona (mid)
Irish Cobbler (late)
All Blue (late)
French Fingerling (late)
German butterball (late)
Pink fir apple (late)

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