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Nov. 30th, 2023 10:12 am
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I built two doghouses in addition to the third that Thea made herself. It looks like Thea has taken over all three and is guarding them from Solly. Need to give this some deep thought. That's probably why Solly likes coming in so much. Meanwhile working on guarding indoors against cats with Solly. It really shows that I lost awhile focusing on building those relationships between everyone.

Meanwhile I've been doing swirly pottery and started carving it. Carving through the multicoloured layers makes a stratified rock-like pattern that's a little more metamorphosed than leaving the marbled edges straight. I've noticed that even carving leads to even patters, which I dislike, so I've started carving more roughly. Sometimes I've gone through the wall of the piece, then attached rough pieces overtop and scraped them all up, and I realized-- I started out in the summer using rocks for patterns and textures. When those were fired they didn't look like rock patterns, so I left that aside, and now I've come full circle to basically create rock looks but from a place of imitation and control instead of borrowing the actual textures. Very interested to see where this goes.

Looking forward to seeing Kelsey and Tucker over the next month, though I need to sort out my home better. Want to do some more sewing, and put up some shelving, and eventually some lighting to highlight those shelves so I can put my pottery on them.

I have two more sets of seeds to ferment and dry for my tomato breeding, I'd probably best do that before anyone comes to my place. I also discovered the source of the weird ongoing winter fruitfly apocalypse: one of my carboys had the stopper damaged and it's become a 5 gallon breeding ground. It will be gross to deal with but at least I know where it's coming from now.

Had help with the money situation so I'm no longer looking mortgage vs work fees in the face, it eases my day-to-day considerably. I need to get the whole thing sustainable though.
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The kitten I ended up with is firmly integrated into the home and is growing up. He is Very Smart-- he learns super quickly from experience, and more than any other animal I've known he is able to attach actions and consequences in a less-general way. For instance, he understands that mugs might be hot so he approaches all my mugs cautiously after one unfortunate paw incident, but is unconcerned about water bottles. He knows not to attack bare feet but needs to learn not to attack each different pattern of socked feet, and when I'm putting on pants the dangling leg of the pants is fair game until my foot comes out the bottom. He knows when jumping on me not to use his claws, and is learning that per different pair of pants too. That said, the skin on my hands and arms hasn't been fully intact for awhile even while he has learned to mostly keep his claws in when playing. However he's a bit of a bully and isn't great at reading the room around the other cats. He's especially obsessed with Hazard, and will jump onto hazard's back with his arms around the older cat's neck and just hang on like a little black cape. Also, he has never been completely successfully photographed.

His primary mode is flitting from cover to cover like Things in the backdrop of a horror movie, or alternatively curling up with his paws around my neck and his head under my chin, sleeping and purring. Kittens, right?

Solly was disappearing for a day or a day and a half at a time and returning for food for the last little while. This concerned me for obvious reasons and I built more fencing, blocked holes in the fence-- and then the neighbour who has his own two LGDs tracked me down and let me know he saw her get hit by a car on Friday and had been trying to track me down and tell me. Now, when he told me she was in the fence and doing fine. I've been in the habit of doing a quick body-check when I haven't seen her in a day, just running my hands over all her limbs and spine and belly to check for injuries because who knows what could happen to her out there, and she'd always and continues to be fine.

The weather has been really mild and I'd made her a dog house in case that's why she was disappearing, but she didn't use it. After learning she'd been hit I let her come in the house and she stuck in there all day when allowed. She's still acting very afraid of Avallu even though Avallu politely ignores her now, though who knows what they get up to when I'm not around. Ideally she'd feel comfortable using the downstairs dog door but that's where Avallu sleeps, so it seems unlikely. At this point I'm letting her in through the front door to the upstairs, and it looks like she wants to be a velcro/house dog. If she could just let herself in and out I'd be fine with that, though I'll need to work on resource guarding around the cats. Like Avallu used to, she guards snuggles with me. I've also made her a second dog house that she seems to like better - at least, she slept in it last night. I'm not leaving her in at night until the upstairs is better set up, too.

She's been playing with the next door dogs when she escapes and I suspect she'd like a similar-aged companion. Four dogs at once is A Lot, but it does make sense to keep in age-similar pairs. Nothing is happening on that front while I still have pigs and a scary financial situation though.

Avallu seems to be doing well. He's staying outside more and is more active so it looks like the antibiotics worked to clear up his UTI. His x-rays showed a bit of arthritis in his back and he tends to want me to let him in and out instead of using the dog door, so I'm wondering if he does have a bit of pain and I need to talk to the vet about that. HE's not young anymore.

Thea is a little food-guardy around Solly, and I suspect would like more solid routine around food. They all get fancy fresh meat when the grocery store has extra in my expiry-day pickups and that semi-rhythm seems to upset her. We're getting into the time of year when they all need lots of extra calories, so I can start supplementing with fatty pork belly and that will likely help. I also want to renovate the A frame she chose for a doghouse so she has more visual range and more protection in it.

The other cats all still are very snuggly and also miffed at Bear. I don't blame them, since his primary cat interaction mode is attacking, and he initiates most interactions by attacking from stealth. Whiskey and Bear have been sleeping on my bed until I build a door to my bedroom, and Whiskey is very happy with that but even more happy when I work from home and sit in just exactly this one spot at this one time with my computer. Hazard wants me to carry him around whenever the kitten is nearby so he can't be attacked. Demon has taken it on himself to play with the kitten a lot of the time, which means he's often socialled out, but he very much appreciates quiet petting if he's protected from the kitten.

It's still extremely warm out, at least for this time of year, just hovering around freezing this week. We've had maybe 4" of snow total and it's mostly either melted or subsided into ice sheets. There's no insulation on the ground if the temperature drops quickly so I expect there'll be burst pipes in town all over this year-- unless we don't actually get those low temperatures. The ground has just finally got cold enough to begin freezing duck and goose feathers to the ice sheet overnight so they get left in the ice when the birds get up in the morning. I'm unsure if they'll go indoors or not.

When Avallu was feeling so bad I took down the original dog bed (crib mattress) I got for Thea that has gone unused. He slept on it and seemed to feel less painful on it, but now that the fire is on downstairs the cats have taken it over. He's far too polite to ask even a single cat to move off it, so he whimpers and settles down on the concrete. Combine that with pottery stuff and I'm making a pottery bench to replace my downstairs table, with the goal of enough room underneath for a second dog bed. I'm also making up cat beds that might be more appealing to them, potentially to put on the wall to give myself more floor space. I've also put up one shelf for pottery and need to put up a bunch more. There's no reason not to display this stuff. So, doing a bunch of rearranging down there ideally to increase both functionality for me and liveability for the animals.

I also finally started cutting out my winter sewing, which has been a challenge with one kitten, one Very Large dog, and three cats in the room. I basically made it work by putting up a gate to keep Solly in the kitchen, feeding the cats, and dumping Bear outside on the deck that doesn't have any way to the ground. By the time he had figured out how to climb down and gone around in through the dog door I'd cut out two and a half pairs of pants.

I take so much comfort in these loved ones, even when literally the entire floor and hall is covered in bodies and it's challenging to move around.

Had some great social days at the pottery studio, answering questions at the open house, and I met someone at the community studio who's equally obsessed with wheel throwing who I can actually talk to about it, so that's nice, but it doesn't feel the same kind of safe and interesting and loving that my pack does.
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Might as well update about the animal situation.

Solly and Thea are working great as a team all night. I put them in the front at night (the grain is all there) and Avallu in the back with the geese, Thea I put in the back during the day with Avallu so she can go in and eat and I can keep Solly mostly on her puppy food.

Avallu is getting more ok with Solly, but after two incidents where he was pretty sure she belonged only on the porch we need a little more than current levels of ok. In the evenings we often do cheese o clock, where they all see each other through the fence and get lots of cheese. I think they may have got too much cheese, so I may need a lower-fat alternative for some of these evenings. Avallu is doing well listening to commands even when Solly is in close proximity, but he's also very respectful of the fence. Solly is very wary of Avallu after the last couple incidents but has a seemingly limitless well of optimism and is coming around with enough cheese again.

I've definitely made some mistakes during this intro but I suspect everyone can be convinced to forgive me.

The geese are sleeping right up close to Avallu many nights and spending more time than usual up by the house. I can tell when there are no bears around because they go into the orchard. They've taken care of this spring's goslings well and those are now fully feathered. The orchard is pretty well mown at this point and the geese are starting to gorge on grain to fatten up for fall, they've gone from roughly a quarter bucket of grain per day for the 31 of them to closer to a whole bucket.

I have an ancona drake swap lined up for later this year, so he can cover this last two year's ducklings.

Incubator full of chicks should hatch while I'm gone. Things will be set up for mom to just plunk them into the quail shed under lights. These are mostly chanteclers but with a half dozen silkies. If I'm going to do silkies I might as well do seramas, which are the sweetest chickens on earth, but there are none to be had up here. Also Clyde the new rooster (his previous family got him as Bonnie and when he started to crow had to part with him) is doing well. He's a brahma, so he should get very big, but right now he's young and pigeon-sized with ENORMOUS FLUFFY feet. He's also smart, social, and I like him a great deal. I have not yet evicted the previous rooster from the bottom coop and put him in yet, I'm planning to do that when the chicks are a bit older, so right now he's sleeping under the truck canopy at night and hanging with the muscovies during the day. His crow is growing in adorably; I guess I have a thing for adolescent rooster crows.

The three boars have been shedding, I can scratch them with a rake and all the curly wool comes off and leaves growing-in guard hairs. I think they should move to the back to guard that entrance, though really Baby and Hooligan are the better defenders against bears. Did I mention Hooligan kinda bit me when I was stealing her babies? She didn't break skin or even bruise me, but she put her teeth on me in warning after I'd ignored her barking and other warnings. She is 100% a perfect temperament in this regard: she lets me play with her newborn babies if I'm not harassing them, catching them, and making them scream and she loves being scratched behind the ears but she can gauge situations in which it's appropriate to defend and does so with careful escalation. I'm just very impressed with Ossabaws in general, but also her in particular.

We do have at least two bears back there, one big and one small, that appear unrelated. The big one doesn't mind bear bangers, air horns, dogs, or yelling so I'm worried about what will happen come fall. Two bears in that territory is already a lot and it's only August. When bears go into their super calorie-seeking mode before winter they're less cautious and maybe it's not safe to have the pigs back there then? On the other hand the whole herd of pigs may actually be better defenders than the dogs, at least until the whole pack gels and maybe even after that.

The poor cats are withering away from lack of love and attention since I've been into the office several days the last few weeks. Also Demon is not a fan of a New Person in the house to farmsit and complains loudly when she's not around. I expect he'll come around. They continue to break down all doors into my bedroom to sleep on the bed, to my detriment.

Ducks are ducks. The anconas are in the covered area, and I want to make more covered areas for bear/lynx/raven/fox/coyote protection for the littles in future years. One broody ancona made a nest just inside the chicken house so I can barely squeak the door open and squeeze in and she will not be shifted. Everyone likes lamb's quarters weedings from the garden.

It's good? At least until the bears finish eating my neighbour's chickens and turn more attention on me.
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Right now it's my job to love all my animals super hard, and super carefully, and super thoughtfully. It's to make sure I spend lots of time with all of them letting them know they're good, and occasionally if they are not good figuring out what's going on and offering them an alternative. For the first several decades of my life I did this sort of thing without thinking, but since I've only recently recovered my ability to love this feels like jumping in to a very deep pool without taking a breath.

It leads to lots of lovely times, snuggling and watching, but also sometimes to just not knowing what to do and reminding myself to have patience.

Avallu is 7 today. I hate that I likely have fewer years with him in the future than I have had. So many tornjak owners have groups of 3-6, they're good in packs where they have traditionally protected sheep and generally done their intricate social structures. While Solly will keep my hands full for a couple years, I don't know that I ever want to be without a tornjak. Even with that, though, Avallu is unique. It's with him that I first really understood how much an LGD is a relationship partner rather than a being who takes commands. I've come to value his perspective deeply, and he trusts mine for the most part.

Thea has been doing magnificently with Solly and Avallu. She keeps them separated, and when Solly gets too energetic at chickens, Thea and I will glance at each other to see who will intervene. She also does magnificently with, for instance, the little black bear outside the back fence the other day. I appreciate more than ever how calm she is with the livestock.

Solly is learning fast, which means she's doing lots of experimentation. Aside from recall she doesn't have a clear trajectory, one day will be better and the next will be worse. Her recall is excellent because she adores my attention, and I am careful to call her back and snuggle her and tell her I love her often, so she doesn't associate it only with bad things or with being put in. She's maybe somewhat calmer with the geese, learning to walk by them slowly, but the chickens are so flappy and interesting I need to really figure out how not to have chasing them reinforced for her. I may have to build them a new coop. I am not entirely sure what her mouthy/grabbiness is supposed to achieve, I know she's trying to get me to do something, and she's doing it a little less. It's obviously not an ok behaviour to maintain since she's a huge dog, will be bigger, and can do real damage that way. At first I would give her a stick to chew on instead, and she would take those and chew on them eagerly but that led to her mouthing my arm more often. Now I just turn away. Need to think about this more.

I put 1300 square feet of potatoes in the ground yesterday, or rather, under straw. I have a couple rows left. It's difficult, whatever is going on with me, I had to sleep and rest for nearly two days to be able to do that, and then I woke up this morning with my arms and legs tingling and buzzing. I need to get myself in order for the doctor's visit this week and push for, I guess more tests, but I don't know which ones. At any rate I'll have potatoes. The straw is a great weed suppressant, and I'll put down chips in the rows between, and that'll give me an easier summer of management.

Forecast for the summer is steadily higher-than-average temperatures. The grain crops are not doing well, it's too dry, and farmers pulled off an early hay crop but it was small. Fires are staying away from my town for now but the situation is pretty worrisome.

I think less about that, though, and more the practice of love which my animals need from me right now. It's been a long time since I've had humans so absent from that part of my landscape. I feel like my 12-year-old self, growing gardens and snuggling with my dogs and rabbits and nearly completely divorced from the doings of humans.

Tomorrow I will have to get back to work after my week off sick and see if I can stay upright and awake. Send good thoughts please.

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Jun. 29th, 2023 03:30 pm
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I seem to have ended up calling in sick this whole week due to my complete inability to be a human. I don't think I stayed on my feet for more than 2 hours consecutively without a nap, and really most of what I did was animal management.

Today for the first time in a couple weeks I've actually cooked a meal (roast duck and potatoes) and made myself tea (I'd just been taking oral electrolytes and water; it's been hot and without them I get dizzy-er). It's cooled down, that might be helping, or maybe taking the space has helped.

Either way I got my cedars (thuja plicata) and some Threshold-seed apples planted in the far field last night, along with weeping irrigation hoses to keep them watered. I also got cucumber seeds planted on another irrigation hose this morning, and snipped some of the aspen branches to clear my fava and garlic bed that the aspens were felled on -- the favas are flowering underneath there -- and to clear space for some potatoes.

What with spending a couple hours a couple times a week hand-watering the tomatoes and apples I'm not inclined to plant too much more without some form of irrigation.

The tomatoes are looking nice, though.

We had a stressful day, I don't remember if it was yesterday or the day before. It's been super windy here and the wind blew the door to the carport/basement open (it had shifted so the latch didn't catch right) while Solly was out. I was up gardening in the back field, planting those apple trees, and I heard dog-commotion and she came streaking into the back with Avallu in pursuit. When she was cornered she turned and barksnarled at Avallu.

In hindsight, processing what was happening, he was at that point not actively attacking her and hadn't (no blood and keeping his distance) but was instead just telling her to go away, and she was defending a little. I could potentially have ridden it out as part of an intro and agressively acted normal.

Instead, I grabbed his collar. This escalated it for him, and he was growling and pulling hard to try and get at her. He and I were equally matched, I could not pull him anywhere and he couldn't pull me anywhere, and neither of us were going along with the other. Solly didn't immediately run away but instead watched me from about ten feet away, which was not helpful since I couldn't get Avallu anywhere and he wasn't going anywhere on his own. Eventually she ran home, and once she was out of sight he settled and I was able to get him into the basement.

My big worry is this set introductions back. It was clearly a traumatic event for both of them, the opposite of getting them to associate each other with non-stressful moments. I've never had to hold Avallu back like that before, he kept cutting off his breathing lunging forward and I may have somewhat pulled my arms just holding him in place. And Solly has definitely become very wary of Avallu.

That evening they both accepted treats where they could see each other, though, with just a little barking and not really at each other. So, um, either Avallu is biding his time until he can really hurt her since he knows now I'll step in when he is warning her away, or else he's accepted that she has a place in the front there.

It's interesting to watch all the guarding behaviour going on. Solly is pooping along the fence, her shoulder to the fence, at regular intervals - excellent guardian instincts. She's also noticed the neighbour big white dogs and was barking at them last night. Thea has a lot more emotional intelligence than I do, and has been doing a ton of things to ease the tension: she is almost always between Solly and Avallu despite the fact that they have a door between them always, so she's either guarding the basement door and warning Solly away from it when Avallu is inside, or guarding the front deck and putting herself in front of Avallu to divert him away from the area when Solly is inside. She's also physically disciplined both of them for going too close to the other, she grabbed Avallu's tail and tried to hold him back when he was chasing Solly, and most amusingly when Avallu barks at Solly (and lately when Solly barks) she'll go to the fence and bark in a completely different direction, as if to distract either of them.

It's also super interesting to see the maremma behaviours. I'm not certain if Solly is done teething or not, but both she and Thea are/were very mouthy. Given how significant a bite from Solly can be, I'm redirecting her to a stick. She just likes putting her mouth around my arm, not chewing, but holding very gently, and so I'll give her a stick and she'll prance around with it or take it to chew up every time she does so. It seems to be working: she's picking up more sticks and putting my arm in her mouth less. It did backfire when I was gardening and holding my measuring stick for apple-tree-planting, since she wanted *my* stick and kept dropping the ones I gave her to try and grab it, but one can't forsee everything. I figure I accept responsibility for extra dog time and attention if I'm letting them in the garden.

Every guardian dog does the "pyr paw" which is sort of a single-foot paw when they want attention or are getting affection. I've minimized it a great deal with Thea and Avallu over the years. I probably need to teach Solly something like "shake a paw" to put it on a command. I *definitely* need to teach her not to jump up on me, which she does much less when she's just playing now but in the morning when she has a lot of energy, and especially before she's run some, it really comes out. She's still getting better at her sit-for-attention but as one might expect it'll take her ten-month-old brain a little bit to get it hardwired in there. More than a couple days, anyhow. She's moderately both food and attention-motivated, which is interesting. Thea is ultra attention motivated, and Avallu is ultra food-motivated and I guess significantly pleasing-motivated? I suspect Solly would be very play-motivated if I could figure out how to reward her with some moments of play. I don't want to teach her tug-of-war or keep-away with a stick, and I run so slowly compared to her that there's no way for that to be fun.

Hoping to do a little more planting today and take another nap. Best-case scenario I can eat the meal I cooked, since it smells wonderful and I did not enjoy the peanut butter and jelly sandwich I ate earlier.
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Oh, and there was a wolf outside the fence yesterday morning.

Thea was barking insistently in a weird spot, so I went outside and she was outside of the fence running back and forth the length of the house barking-- calling me. Once I was out we proceeded towards the back fence and behind the chicken coop (where I saw the lynx the first time, that spot is problematic in how it's fenced) was a...

...coyote? Right colouring, canine ears, but...

...it was big, head taller than the edge of the coop, was it a huge german shepherd, it was way bigger than any neighbourhood dogs...

...oh, those squinty eyes and cheek puffs are pretty distinctive, that's a wolf...

...which is outside the fence but not running away from me, thank goodness Thea is barking hard at it but keeping a little distance...

...oh, there it goes, and Thea taken off after it. Poor Avallu is crying and barking and really, really wants to go after it but he can't jump the fence like Thea did to follow.

Thea patrolled the back there for good half hour, she kept coming in and then jumping the fence back out again. I fixed the low spot in the fence eventually, they calmed down, I gave them breakfast, and the wolf was not back this morning. That's the first time I've seen one here, though I know they follow the river a kilometer away.

I was honestly expecting an early-riser bear come to get the brownies and margarine I still had from the power failure at the local store.

Very glad Thea got me instead of engaging first. She is a smart girl.

I wonder if all this wildlife is because of the fires a couple years ago, the rodent population would have spiked and might be on the decline now. It was a very, very mild winter too-- more pregnancies? More kits to be born, so more hungry mothers?
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Oh, and there was a wolf outside the fence yesterday morning.

Thea was barking insistently in a weird spot, so I went outside and she was outside of the fence running back and forth the length of the house barking-- calling me. Once I was out we proceeded towards the back fence and behind the chicken coop (where I saw the lynx the first time, that spot is problematic in how it's fenced) was a...

...coyote? Right colouring, canine ears, but...

...it was big, head taller than the edge of the coop, was it a huge german shepherd, it was way bigger than any neighbourhood dogs...

...oh, those squinty eyes and cheek puffs are pretty distinctive, that's a wolf...

...which is outside the fence but not running away from me, thank goodness Thea is barking hard at it but keeping a little distance...

...oh, there it goes, and Thea taken off after it. Poor Avallu is crying and barking and really, really wants to go after it but he can't jump the fence like Thea did to follow.

Thea patrolled the back there for good half hour, she kept coming in and then jumping the fence back out again. I fixed the low spot in the fence eventually, they calmed down, I gave them breakfast, and the wolf was not back this morning. That's the first time I've seen one here, though I know they follow the river a kilometer away.

I was honestly expecting an early-riser bear come to get the brownies and margarine I still had from the power failure at the local store.

Very glad Thea got me instead of engaging first. She is a smart girl.

I wonder if all this wildlife is because of the fires a couple years ago, the rodent population would have spiked and might be on the decline now. It was a very, very mild winter too-- more pregnancies? More kits to be born, so more hungry mothers?

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